A Clean Slate

It took me some time to work up the courage, but I did it. I deleted my prior blogging history. I realized that when I looked back on it, it didn't make me happy. It didn't give me a sense of peace. It had even hit a point where it didn't entertain me.

So I start new. I start clean. I start fresh, with the hope that all of the toxicity that I leave behind, stays in the past.

Those that know me, know I've experienced pain and turmoil over the past few years. It's been a difficult road for me, but I like to think that I've learned from it and that I'm ready to move on and be a new me.

I'm seeking a little more zen and a little less war in my world.

I'm sure I won't be perfect. I'm sure there will be times with swearing and venting. I'm sure there will be times of crying. I'm sure it will not appear very zen-like at all.

I'm slightly fearful that I may fall into old habits and that this will once again become a place of pain. But I move forward, shoving that fear aside and looking for the happy.

So ready or not, the new me starts today!